~MoO MoO~: If u don't stand, how can u fall?

Thursday, September 15, 2005
「 love was in the air, 1:03 AM 」

"if u don't stand, how can u fall?" -- Interesting quote from some funny movie i watched during sociology class.
Have i tried to stand yet? Have i really opened my heart yet? Have i tried hard enough to show him what i feel?
If yes, then i think the answer is pretty obvious. He is not interested. So if that's the case, why should i continue? Why should i continue to invest in a stock that i think will lose $$?
If no, then why should i continue? So far, i've not been getting a response from him. No response = no interest. I firmly believe that if a guy is interested in u, he WILL let u noe. He will make sure that u know. So if i can't tell, that's it. He's not interested.
I've been told that he's a potential jerk and that he is not a guy whom other girls will be attracted to. So why am i still hanging on? Hmmm... maybe cos he seems to be the easiest catch? Maybe because of loniness? No matter what the reason is, i can't seem to find the correct reason to continue.
Conclusion: Give up.

YYY